Reluctant----- unwilling, showing unwillingness slow to act.....

Fearful------causing fear; terrible, dreadful full of fear........

This is the story of my life. Dieting especially. Which one to choose, which one truly works. As if losing weight is not hard enough there are over a million programs to choose from. And they all claim the same results. So which one is right for me? Weight watchers? Best life Diet, man alive the diet/ fitness industry makes billions each year. Especially from overweight people like me.

It is sad really, cause the principiles are the same. Eat healthy, excersise more! Humm what a concept. And people profit...of others unheathy lifestyles.....

So this week I am asking the Lord to show me what exactly He wants me to do.......and exactly where I am to go.......

Blessings to all who have found the diet that works.....

My Feelings Today

~A man is called selfish not for pursuing his own good,
but for neglecting his neighbor's. ~

Richard Whately

In the Small Things...........great things are made......

I am so small....so weak...and so fragile....compared to God.

But in my smallness great things will come. Huge, gigantic things will come of me.... if I put my trust in God all the things that I dream will come true.

True I may never be a artist. Or a builder....or a scuba diver. A doctor, lawyer, teacher, nurse, or financial planner. This is true I may never be these things, and yet I am.

To my kids I am a sand castle builder, a swimming instructor, a doctor--mending all those scraped knees. The best lawyer in town--have to split up those arguments : ) I am there roll model teacher....there loving nurse.....a total budget planner. To my kids I am the best artist in the world.

So out of my smallness great huge things will be accomplished. My children are those big things in my life that God wants from me. And each day something profound comes from our relationship. They grow in the Lord, and so do I.

I love them all, with all that I am, and all that God is in me!!!!!!!!